Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame I’ll do anything to heal the hurt

I f*cked up again
Hide behind my sins
I’ve found everything but closure
Learn to swallow pride
Behind these Hollow eyes
I don’t see change getting closer
I’ll never get sober

I deal with this pain don’t ask me how

I just hide behind a mask of smiles
When I’m down and drunken bound I get as high as I can be
I don’t like the person that’s inside of me

Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame I’ll do anything to heal the hurt

I f*cked up again
Hide behind my sins
I’ve found everything but closure
Learn to swallow pride
Behind these Hollow eyes
I don’t see change getting closer
I need to get sober
I woke up this morning a little hungover