Lost one of my homies and he ain’t even dead
Can’t deal with ’em ’cause of something he said
Beat the case with the state and was ducking the feds
I done been on the run and I was running out of breath
Try’na run it back up ’til I run out of room in the safe
Feel like I was running in place
[?] I stay
Like I need to move outta state
Know that I knew better, knew I should do better
Swear I’m still stuck in my ways
Mama keep stressing me, ask ’bout my wrist, yeah every couple of days
I got the rest and you prob’ got the best of me, that was another mistake
They don’t understand I’m a f*cking loose cannon that never had something to say
Shoot on site

I’m sending out an SOS, somebody rescue me
I’m in over my head and I can barely breathe

I need time to heal, I need time to grieve
I need time to kill The beast inside of me

I have been battling flesh, I give my all and it f*cks with my energy
I am at war with myself, my only enemy is the inner me
It’s like I’m on fire, deep in my chest that shit is burning in me
I done lost Chizzle and Chop, Mono and Pops, I’m learning to grieve
And if these tears could talk, I wonder what they would say to me
I hear Chizzle’s voice in my head, “Don’t let that shit f*ck up your day”
I would by lying if I said these last couple years I have not been so f*cking depressed
Every day that I wake up the first thing I think of is playing some Russian Roulette

I’m sending out an SOS, somebody rescue me
I’m in over my head and I can barely breathe
I need time to heal, I need time to grieve
I need time to kill The beast inside of me